
To Wish, To Pray
Sometimes, I wish that I could wish away my frolicking youth,
clasping together my then worn sun-weathered hands in prayer,
grateful for all I had, thankful for the bountiful harvest.
I long to see the joy of being unmoored,
hopeful of life’s beginning,
as carefree as a warm spring breeze,
carried towards horizons I can’t imagine now.

Lying in Fire’s Truth: Because of Anansi
I am a spider.
No. More than that.
I am a spider braver and wiser than your griot.
He told me this himself at dawn.

Listening to Toni Morrison’s Song of Solomon While Taking My Braids Aloose
There was something very honest about listening to a Black woman tell a story about Black people while I was doing a very Black thing. It felt very central, ancestral. Toni Morrison’s voice was softer, more delicate than I expected it to be. But there was also something raw and coarse about it, in a very familiar way. If you listen closely, you discover that there’s something buried in her voice, like there’s a thick lump of molasses caught in her throat, like she’s swallowing back what’s not quite sadness, not quite rage, but more like the awe of both of them. Listening to her felt natural and intimate, like my kinky hair roots, the story unraveling like my braids.

Black Rose
What could have caused such a grotesque deformity?
I always answer you
in a language you refuse to hear,
from roots you try to curse,
with beauty you fail to acknowledge.

The Free We
We are the Forgotten
Poem’s children.
We drink ground morphemes distilled in alkaline water,
gurgling syntaxes pooling in our saliva.
Primordial stardust
coalesces into the hornets
that swarm and rage in our small intestines.
That sting is our fuel.

A Writer’s Faith
I try to carve her
from hallowed words in my thesaurus,
but maybe she isn’t one person.
Perhaps she is a chorus
of harmonious dissonances
gurgling from honeyed ash-like timbre choices,
one shared mosaic face
with a kaleidoscope of voices.